havent updated for so long......read my previous entries n found that.....some of the memory are so blur...
cant even or dont even remember i've said those....m i suffering from memory loss.........so weird
but some of them do really recall my memory n feeling
some are what i wish i'd never forget, i can still picture them while reading=]
some are what i wish that never happen.....at least not again

wow.......

days by days.......

 Is It You? by Cassie

I'm looking for a lover not a friend
Somebody who can be there when I need someone to talk to
I'm looking for someone who won't pretend
Somebody not afraid to say the way they feel about you

And I'm looking for someone who understands how I feel,
Someone who can keep me real and who knows always
Baby I like to have you in my way
And I'm looking for someone who takes me there,
Wants to share, shows he cares
Thinking on the one that I've been waiting for

Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be the one I need?

I'm looking for someone to share my pain
Someone who I can run to, who would stay with me when it rains
Someone who I can cry with trough the night
Someone who I can trust who's hardest right
And I'm looking for someone

And I'm looking for someone who understands how I feel,
Someone who can keep me real and who knows always
Baby I like to have you in my way
And I'm looking for someone who takes me there,
Want to share, shows he cares
Thinking on the one that I've been waiting for

Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be the one I need?

Take for grant
How much I care
And appreciates that I'm there
Someone who listens
And someone I can call who isn't afraid of thought to share

Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be the one I need?

a cup of expresso
keeping me awake
i'd like it a double
to get me outta trouble

little small pills
doctor said they'll help
but all i see is they'd only kill
kill my time kill my nite killin me with no sense

i live my days with all these little help
to live my days from monday to friday

n wait for the weekends

to get off from the hill, to relieve, to rely wholy on you

to be your little gal

i need to be rescued

by you.

finally things seem turning bright

the thing that holds deep in my heart for 5 years
the thing that i tried my best to forget

finally the words burst out from my mouth
it's not a rush decision, indeed, a well-planned one
i understand it could change my life onwards
i know how terrible the consequences will be if i failed
i know deeply by heart that i m the only one who would be suffer from those "consequences"

i understand

i know that i've been given a chance
but i chicken out, n went on the other way round

but now

i know that the road i chose is hard
i know that i look silly to try n turn the way back
i know that it's not easy to start all over again

i know it's crazy
but at least i tried hard to pursuit my dream
 there'll be no regret

thanks for those who know me well n support me always
thanks for those who are not judging but listening

i've made my choice =]

"There're no guarantees in life, so learn from others' mistake. Enjoy what you can, while you can. Don't let it consume you like.....just let go and let life happen."
-[A Man Named Dave]

聽到嗎　聽到嗎
有個聲音隱隱飄上心間
告訴我請別要輕怠慢
撐不到別要支撐

是什麼　是誰人
還是心底之中掙扎聲音
抵受起經年來的抱憾
當中只有你知心

回憶　回憶　回憶
心心更深
你對我不會吻
然後這晚我停下對你掛念更深

聽到嗎　聽到嗎
我的心中哭泣飄過沙灘
我說我時日過得暗淡
不知不覺已清減

是什麼是浮雲
叫你收到這邊呼喊聲音
聽筒輕輕傳來的慰問
哭得出我更傷心

如今　如今　如今
不可當真
你與我不算近
留下了腳印　從沒抱下卻是最真

原來你我之間
有些感覺永遠無從推翻
你的關愛與眼神怎可取替
歲月沖不淡

回頭有個空間
越過轉折與那長途彎彎
叫記憶朝朝儲存只怪責愛情證據
來得太晚

how much i like this photo*thanks for sending me backkkk*

doodoo n rocky playing webcam great*